2004-02-10 - 4:42 p.m.
It's getting to be that time of year again, valentines day is just around the corner, by that I mean that it's this saturday. This is my 3rd valentines day in a row spent alone. I remember the one before that very vividly though, Ashley and I were still together and we had a school dance that day. After the dance we ended up walking together to the city offices with a couple of her friends, it started to snow so I gave her my sweater and wrapped my arms around her as we walked. When we go there I sat in a chair in the lobby while she and her friends went to look for her friends mom. I remember just looking at her through the glass doors, thinking back about how I felt I think it was when I really realized that I was in love with her, that's the last time I can really remember being happy. On a more happy note, the 3rd season DVDs of Angel came out today so that will give me something to do for a couple of days. In closing for today, valentines day sucks when you are alone like I am. All of you who have someone, keep them close to you and don't let them slip away like I did. To the others of you who are alone like me, all we can do is wait, hopefully that special someone will come along someday.