Wednesday, February 23, 2005
ok, some strange things have been going on, at least strange for me. last night i had a dream about being out of peanut butter, very traumatic. today when my mother got home from work she gave me the email address of a girl that she works with who is my age. my mother has never tried to set me up before and it's very odd. we shall see if the strange happenings continue from here or if they cease, i'm not sure which would be better.
Saturday, February 19, 2005
i have tendonitis in my wrist and it hurst to type so i'll make this short. hitch is a very funny movie and lives up to the expectations i had based on the previews. will smith and kevin james are hilariously funny, and eva mendez is terrific. it's a shame she doesn't get more roles like this but instead gets shafted with roles like she had in Stuck On You and 2 Fast 2 Furious. in short, this is the perfect date movie. go see it, even if you don't have a date go see it alone.
Sunday, February 13, 2005
it seems ironic to me that someone who loves music as much as i do can be so completely devoid of any sort of artistic creativity. i've wanted to write my own music for years now, or at least my own lyrics, yet i cannot. why was i cursed with this lack of creativity? i guess i'll never know the real answer.
Thursday, February 10, 2005
well, i'm feeling lonely today, i'm sure it will pass though. even if i did meet someone i wouldn't have a lot of free time to spend with them. i'm sure i would be able to make time but i'm not too worried about it. just feeling lonely. work is the same, every night i go to the same place and do the same thing, it's not that it's a bad job, just getting a bit repetative.
Monday, February 07, 2005
Sunday, February 06, 2005
Wednesday, February 02, 2005
well, i've been doing the hurricane route for about 5 days now, the last two of which have been on my own. i'm getting into a routine, things are working out pretty well. i got home at 5:00AM this morning, which is a full hour earlier than yesterday. the only thing i'm worried about is that i don't have time for much else besides sleep and work. i have tv shows that i watch with my mom almost every night, saturday and sunday are the only days that i don't watch anything. i'm asleep most of the day because i have to work at night. i just don't know how this is going to work out, i obviously can't go to school. my mom said she doesn't want me to worry about school right now though because she thinks that this is a good opportunity for me. so i guess i'll just get my GED so that i can start school whenever i'm ready. i'm starting to get pretty lonely though, it's been about a year since robin and i met, i'm really not hung up on her though, i don't really think about her that often. i'm still more hung up on ashley than i ever will be about robin, and i'm really not that hung up on ashley. it's just being alone that makes me lonely.....hmmm, that makes sense. yeah, like i've told people countless times, my greatest fear is being alone. right now i'm living that fear, and i've gotta say, facing it isn't helping at all.