Saturday, April 16, 2005

3060

I finally took the GED on Tuesday and passed it. I got a 3060 as the title of this post implies. I got well above passing on all sections and 3 were even in the top 90th percentile. So now I have to go in and get all signed up for classes, I sort of have mixed feelings about it. I'm excited about finally doing something but at the same time I'm frightened of being around that many people.

I went to another show with Matt, AJ, and Colton tonight. It wasn't the greatest show but whatever, better than sitting at home doing nothing.

In case you didn't notice I've sort of lost my passion for blogging seeing as there's nothing exciting going on right now. Maybe once I start school I'll start blogging again more often.

I decided that I need to learn how to play guitar, maybe if I learn that and am actually able to write music then some lyrics will come out.

Friday, April 01, 2005

Battle Of The Bands

well, tonight is the battle of the bands at the Electric Theatre. should be fairly amusing and seeing as my mother was able to score matthew and i free tickets there's nothing to be lost. i'll take my camera so that i can take pictures and post them later on.

Sunday, March 27, 2005

Show, 03-26-2005

okay, so i went to a show tonight for the first time in about a year, and surprisingly it wasn't a complete waste of my time. here's a quick recap of the bands that played and what i thought of them personally.

Abby Normal: interesting, sort of blink-182ish but not really, i liked them enough to listen to all of their songs.

Broke: annoyingly loud, stupid looking pierced nose vocalist. insane bass player who almost smacked said vocalist in the back of the head with his bass.

Slender Means: by far the best of the four bands, a very interesting mix of styles, 2 guitarists, a bassist, a keyboardist, and a drummer. very good vocals by both guitarists, very harmonic.

Side Dish: Ska-core band, i can't give a fair review seeing as i left after the second song, which was a cover of "Don't Turn Away" (not sure what band did it originally)

all in all it was a fairly okay show, 2 out of the 4 bands impressed me, which is pretty damn good seeing as i'm so very critical of local bands. the annoying thing is that whenever the bands would tell us to buy their stuff they would say "merch" instead of just saying "merchandise" or "buy our shit" it was really stupid.

okay, other than the show i've just been working on my GED, i should have it in time to start school this upcomming semester. i've also been playing WoW like there's no tomorrow. anyhow, rock on and all that good stuff.

Monday, March 07, 2005

Strange Dreams

well in keeping with the trend of strange dreams I've been having lately I had a couple more last night. it's about the 5th time in the last few weeks that I've dreamed about my hair being long.....is it a sign from beyond that my hair is meant to be long? my other dream was beyond strange, it was about this girl that I used to know. the really strange part about it is that I don't think I've even thought about this girl, letalone seen her in the past 3 years or so. in fact, I remember the last time I talked to her. if I remember correctly it was about a week after halloween a few years ago. my good friend matt and i were at the grocery store up the street from my old house buying snackage for an all night game session...or something of that sort. this girl insisted that she had seen me being arrested at a party the week before, she also insisted that I did drugs and would not hear otherwise despite the fact that I've never done a drug in my life unless it was prescribed to me by a doctor. anyhow this dream I had was very odd, I can't remember exactly what it was about but I remember seeing my old elementary school in it. anyway, that's it for now, I'm off to try and escape the real world and my very real depression.

Sunday, March 06, 2005

World Of Warcraft

well, i've been busy playing World Of Warcraft for the past week or so, hence the lack of updates. nothing really exciting happening anyway, looking for a job, working on my GED. I'll probably start college in the fall. anyhow that's just about it, just thought i would let everyone know that i'm still alive.

Wednesday, February 23, 2005

Strange Happenings

ok, some strange things have been going on, at least strange for me. last night i had a dream about being out of peanut butter, very traumatic. today when my mother got home from work she gave me the email address of a girl that she works with who is my age. my mother has never tried to set me up before and it's very odd. we shall see if the strange happenings continue from here or if they cease, i'm not sure which would be better.

Saturday, February 19, 2005

Hitch

i have tendonitis in my wrist and it hurst to type so i'll make this short. hitch is a very funny movie and lives up to the expectations i had based on the previews. will smith and kevin james are hilariously funny, and eva mendez is terrific. it's a shame she doesn't get more roles like this but instead gets shafted with roles like she had in Stuck On You and 2 Fast 2 Furious. in short, this is the perfect date movie. go see it, even if you don't have a date go see it alone.

Sunday, February 13, 2005

Irony

it seems ironic to me that someone who loves music as much as i do can be so completely devoid of any sort of artistic creativity. i've wanted to write my own music for years now, or at least my own lyrics, yet i cannot. why was i cursed with this lack of creativity? i guess i'll never know the real answer.

Thursday, February 10, 2005

Lonely Days

well, i'm feeling lonely today, i'm sure it will pass though. even if i did meet someone i wouldn't have a lot of free time to spend with them. i'm sure i would be able to make time but i'm not too worried about it. just feeling lonely. work is the same, every night i go to the same place and do the same thing, it's not that it's a bad job, just getting a bit repetative.

Monday, February 07, 2005

Rain Rain Rain

annoying rain this morning, and it's going to be cloudy all week so i have to bag my papers every day. i usually get home at 5:00 and this morning i didn't get home until 6:00, i'm really starting to hate the rain.

Sunday, February 06, 2005

Hatred

i hate the new england patriots, enough said.

Wednesday, February 02, 2005

Routine

well, i've been doing the hurricane route for about 5 days now, the last two of which have been on my own. i'm getting into a routine, things are working out pretty well. i got home at 5:00AM this morning, which is a full hour earlier than yesterday. the only thing i'm worried about is that i don't have time for much else besides sleep and work. i have tv shows that i watch with my mom almost every night, saturday and sunday are the only days that i don't watch anything. i'm asleep most of the day because i have to work at night. i just don't know how this is going to work out, i obviously can't go to school. my mom said she doesn't want me to worry about school right now though because she thinks that this is a good opportunity for me. so i guess i'll just get my GED so that i can start school whenever i'm ready. i'm starting to get pretty lonely though, it's been about a year since robin and i met, i'm really not hung up on her though, i don't really think about her that often. i'm still more hung up on ashley than i ever will be about robin, and i'm really not that hung up on ashley. it's just being alone that makes me lonely.....hmmm, that makes sense. yeah, like i've told people countless times, my greatest fear is being alone. right now i'm living that fear, and i've gotta say, facing it isn't helping at all.

Friday, January 28, 2005

Chaos, Utter Chaos

well i had one hell of a morning, i arrived at work at 1:30 AM to do my paperwork before loading up my truck. I get the paperwork done by 2:00 like i always do. I get the truck around to the dock and there are still 3 vans loading up. i go in and ask donna what is going on and she says that we're running more than an hour late. i didn't get on the road until about 3:30 when normally i'm out of there by 2:15. I make my first three drops without incident, when i get to lins to make the big drop there are already carriers waiting there for their papers. so of course i had to give the people that were already there their papers first, which really screwed up my order. during the course of the unloading one of the carriers got 1 extra bundle and i ended up having to drive all the way back to the plant to get a bundle +5 and then all the way back out to santa clara to make my last 4 drops. needless to say it was a very hectic morning for me. i got back home at about 6:15 and went to sleep after a little surfing of the net. at 9:00 roger calls me and asks me if i can come out to the plant to have a little meeting with him about something. so i get up and get dressed and head out there. about 5 minutes after i got there the fire alarm started going off, it turns out that a water line broke in the press room and it was flooding. so roger is running around trying to find the place to turn off the water and trying to get someone to come turn off the fire alarm. finally after about 45 minutes of sitting around on my part roger comes back and tells me what the deal is. his boss called him this morning and told him that he is over budget for employees and that he can't keep me on as a regular employee. he then tells me that he want's me to sign a contract so that he can keep me on because i'm doing such a good job. so now i will be doing the hurricane route 7 days a week and be getting a flat rate every two weeks, and i drive my own vehicle now instead of a company vehicle. now that all of the chaos has finally subsided i am ready to go back to sleep. goodnight, or morning as it were.

Tuesday, January 25, 2005

First Day

well, i survived my first day on the new job. i think this job will work out really well. it'll take me a week to get a sleeping schedule set up, i've been on a "normal" schedule for the past couple of weeks and now i have to go back to my usual. in other news, my ps2 finally bit the dust after a good 3 years of having to open it up and fix the laser every month or so. i guess i know what i'll be spending my first paycheck on, i'll just get one of those fancy new slimline model ps2s. i think i'll look on ebay for a pre-modded one so that i can play my "backup" games. anyhow, rock on and all that good stuff, i'll update if anything good happens.

Sunday, January 23, 2005

The Urge

i don't think i've ever wanted to be elsewhere more than i do right now. not for any particular reason, i just feel like i need to be somewhere else. i really feel the need to be camping, around a campfire. i feel like a different person when i'm sitting near a fire, either with others or all alone. or perhaps the fire brings out my true self, maybe i am only me when i am at a fire and right now i am a different person.

Wednesday, January 19, 2005

New Job

well lets see, what's been going on in AlanRay's world lately. marie and i played tennis on monday, that was cool, very difficult to learn but fun i also had a job interview with the spectrum. yesterday i sat around on my bum all day doing nothing, and i got a call about the job with the spectrum. today i went to IHC Workmed to do a drug screening for my new job, then i went to the DLD to get a copy of my driving record (oooh fun). later, actually in about 15 minutes i'm going over to marie's house to hang out. nothing overly exciting, the job thing is good, i'll be a part time delivery driver for the spectrum. 6 days a week 4 hours a day, decent pay. should work out well.

Saturday, January 15, 2005

Flooded

well, my family and i went around town today to survey the damage of the floods. i took some amazing pictures of it all which can be found here
thanks go to the dictator moonty for hosting my pics on his wonderful website, also visit his blog

Thursday, January 13, 2005

New Hair (Or Lack Thereof)

on an impulse this morning i shaved the majority of my hair off, down to 3/8". i mostly did it because i knew i'd have to get a haircut in order to find a job. i just figured that i might as well save myself a few bucks and do it myself. i'll have pics soon so that you can all see me in all my short haired glory. i miss my hair, but i'll let it grow back when i have a solid job and don't have to worry about job interviews.

Wednesday, January 12, 2005

Happy To Report

i am happy to report that i am indeed still alive, luckily (for me) the flooding is happpening away from my home. not so happy to report that so far 27 houses have been literally taken out by the flood and at least 1 person is dead. i'm sure there are many many more houses that are flooded, the ones that i mentioned are actually gone. the santa clara river claimed most of them as far as i know, it basically carved it's own path and the banks got wider by the minute (the news said 1 foot per minute at it's peak). the small community of gunlock was completely seperated from civilization, as some of you may know, gunlock has bridges on both ends of town which are the only way in and out (besides a dirt road which was also washed out i am told). both bridges were supposedly destroyed in the flood and the national guard has been evacuating people from the town by way of a black hawk helicopter. needless to say it has been a crazy couple of days here in southern utah, but hopefully the worst is over.

Saturday, January 08, 2005

The British Accent

i just realized this morning while i was laying in bed that i find british accents extremely attractive. strangely enough i don't think i've ever met anyone in real life that has a british accent. for some reason i really want to meet a girl with a british accent. i think it would make things so very different for me. this really shouldn't be so big to me but it's like some sort of revelation. i shall stop at nothing until i meet a cute sexy girl with a british accent. and that is my fiendish plan.

Saturday, January 01, 2005

Another Year Past

well, another year in the history books, many things happened this year, i don't feel like naming many, so i will name some that have happened in the last month or so. earlier today the ASU Sun Devils beat the Purdue Boilermakers in one of those college bowl games. The 49ers were shut out this year for the first time in a long time (something like 30 years). the 49ers will also have the number one draft pick this year because they suck so badly. Reggie White died. Angel was cancelled. the first three seasons of Seinfeld, AKA the greatest show ever, came out on DVD. The final season of Buffy came out on DVD. i'm sure many other more important things happened this year that I can't think of at the moment. So yeah, happy new year everyone, and to Dustin. I hope you fulfil your new years resolution.

Sunday, December 26, 2004

Keira Knightley & X-Mas

Well then, x-mas is over now, and I must say that I was pleasantly surprised this year. I figured I would get some CD-Rs and maybe a DVD or 2. Boy was I wrong. I got a palmOne Zire 72 handheld, wireless keyboard for the palm, 20 DVD-R, 20 DVD+R, a nice DVD-R drive, 100 CD-R, King Arthur Unrated Directors Cut DVD, and a few other small things. Needless to say I was very surprised to receive so much stuff.

I just got through watching King Arthur and I must say that Keira Knightley is absolutely stunning. She looks like a british version of Natalie Portman, which is better anyway because the accent is very sexy. Yes, in case you hadn't figured it out yet, I am pathetic.

Sunday, December 12, 2004

Living In The Kingdom Of Loathing

well, i've been busy this last couple of weeks. i started playing Kingdom Of Loathing recently and i'm becomming addicted. I would recommend it to anyone who enjoys a little fun every once in awhile.

i've also been busy with school, i went to the learning center every day this last week and have about 2.5 hours left before i can take the GED. if all goes according to plan I will be attending Dixie State College part-time starting January of 2005.

Wednesday, December 01, 2004

The Seinfeld Chronicles

well, it finally happened. the greatest thing since sliced bread. The first three seasons of Seinfeld, AKA the greatest show ever, were released on DVD last week. Today I received my Seinfeld Collectors Edition. Which not only has the first three seasons, it also includes a copy of an original script with hand written notes by Larry David, collectable Monk's Salt and pepper shakers, and a deck of Seinfeld playing cards. Needless to say I am basking in the glory of Seinfeld remastered in full digital quality on DVD. I think one of my favorite features thusfar is the "Notes About Nothing" feature which is on every episode. It is a simple subtitle track that has various production notes and trivia about each episode, such as # of times Kramer has entered Jerry's apartment thusfar in the series, # of Girlfriends/Boyfriends Jerry, George and Elaine have had, and many other interesting tidbits.

Thursday, November 25, 2004

Thanksgiving

well, thanksgiving has been a very hectic day. this has been a hectic week for that matter. two of my sisters, my brother, my sister kelli's boyfriend, my sister heather's husband, two nephews and one niece are all staying here for about three days. i ate a lot of food today and it tasted mighty good.

on a different, and very tiring subject. i'm starting to believe that the main reason i haven't had a girlfriend for over 3 years is because i'm afraid to like anyone. every time i start to think that i like someone i somehow manage to scare myself away. i started to have a panic attack last night just at the thought of liking someone. anyhow, enough of my pointless ramblings. i'm sure anyone reading this has more important thinks you could be doing, so go back to doing those more important things.

Monday, November 22, 2004

Long Drive

well then, on tuesday i will be driving up to ogden so that i can bring matt down to his family for thanksgiving. it's about 5.5 hour drive from here so i'm not really looking forward to that, i am however looking forward to seeing matt for the first time since mid september. another good thing is that cierra is comming down for thanksgiving so i'll get to see her hopefully. i think the worst thing about the drive will be the trip back home, seeing as we have to stop in murray to pick up my sister, her husband, and my nephew to bring them down for thanksgiving. so it will be a long trip. normally i only have to stop about 2 times (unless matt has to pee a lot), but this time i will have to stop more often probably because of the other people. perhaps my sister will drive part of the way so that i can just sleep for a bit.....ahhh sleeping on a long car drive, it's been awile since i've been able to do that.

on the subject of education, i just finished re-learning division last night. so i'm going to the learning center for a few hours today so that i can get a couple more books and work on them over the thanksgiving break.

Friday, November 12, 2004

Edumacation

well, it turns out that it's going to be just as easy to get my HS Diploma as it would be to get my GED so i'll probably go for the Diploma. if i can get it in time to start classes in january that is. anywho, all i really have to do is re-learn some basic math and pre-algebra stuff. once that's done i'm golden. my language and understanding skills are fine and i know my science and history for the most part. so i guess we'll see what happens.

Monday, November 08, 2004

Four Years And Running

well, today marks the 4 year anniversary of the last time I kissed a girl, pretty sad eh? whats even sadder is the fact that I know the exact date of the last time i kissed a girl :P

on a brighter note, my grandma is going to help me pay for my college so that I won't have to get a full time job and can just keep doing part time for the dixie center. so I'll be taking the GED and SAT soon so that I can start in january. anyhow, that's about all for now.

Friday, October 22, 2004

The Hardest Thing

Today I had to do the hardest thing I've ever done in my life thusfar. I had to take my dog to get put to sleep. Cookie was nearly 17 years old, which is the equivilant of about 81 human years. He was almost completely blind and deaf and it was too hard to watch him suffer. He was a Schnauzer/Cockerspaniel/Poodle mix and he's been with me since I can remember. I don't know what I will do without him sleeping outside my door in the hallway everynight, and without hearing his barking because he wants a treat. He had a long and happy life and was never mistreated. There wasn't a day in his life when he wasn't spoiled rotten. He was my companion and my best friend and I will miss him very much. The bond between a boy and his dog is not something that can be expressed in words. Cookie was with me through thick and thin, he always knew when I wasn't feeling well. He would lay on my bed to protect me when I was sick, and he was always waiting for me at the door when I came home from school. I love him very much and nothing will ever be able to fill the empty space in my life now that he is gone. We are having him cremated so that he can still be close to us even in death. We are getting a new dog tomorrow named Poncho, hopefully he will help ease the sadness and heartache that my whole family will surely be feeling. And hopefully it will help my other dog, Beezer, adapt to not having his big brother around to take care of him.

Saturday, October 16, 2004

My Boring Life

well then, my life is so incredibly boring that I don't even have anything to write about in my blog. I used to write in this damn thing nearly every day and now it's once a week, on a good week. Something needs to happen in my life, and soon. I really should be looking for a job, but it's difficult to find a job in southern utah unless I want to work fast food (which I will NEVER do) or if I have some sort of medical training (which I obviously dont). Oh well, I guess I'll have to make the rounds with my resume again and hope that CD Warehouse has an opening or something. I suppose if it comes down to it I could try to get back on at sears. Anyhow, that's about it, I'll update the next time something actually happens.

Saturday, October 09, 2004

50th Anniversary

So today is my grandparents 50th wedding anniversary. I'm all busy running around getting stuff set up and taking pictures (I'm the photographer for the actual event). It kind of sucks being busy like this, but I'm happy for them. 50 Years is a long time, I can only hope that I'll find love like that some day.

Tuesday, October 05, 2004

Finished

well, we just finished unloading the last trailer from the old house. now all we have to do is get some of the boxes unpacked so that there is actually room to move around in the garage. I need to find all of the stuff from my room, my new room is pretty empty. anyhow, i will be forced to find a job soon and i'm hoping it won't be something like sears where i have to wear a uniform everyday. i also really don't want to cut my hair again. wish me luck in my search for a job....again.

Friday, September 24, 2004

moved in

egads, i have to type this all over again because i hit back on accident. anyhow, i'm moved into the new house now so those of you that live in town should call me or email me so that we can hang out sometime. not much going on other than the new house, if anything exciting happens i'll be sure to post about it. oh and be sure to check out my friends blogs.


Katie's Blog


Matt's Blog


they are both teh rox0rz so check them out.

Tuesday, September 21, 2004

Living Space

well, i moved into the new house today, for the most part anyway. I have my bed and computer, all the essentials. now i just have to help everyone else in the family move in. not really looking forward to that. anyhow, nothing else exciting going on, life is boring as usual. goodbye for now my fellow humans, and the occasional canine reader.

Thursday, September 16, 2004

New House

well, the new house is finished now, they started the landscaping and block wall today, and did all of the carpet. so all we have to do now is wait for the cleaners to come in and clean all of the construction mess up and we can move in. so i'll be busy moving stuff all next week. not looking forward to the actual moving but once we get all moved in it'll be nice to not have to worry about it. then i just need to find a job so i can make a little money :P

Tuesday, September 14, 2004

Contemplation

someone that i used to work with at the dixie center died on saturday. he was only 44 years old and his birthday would have been in 2 weeks. he died in a automobile accident, most likely because he wasn't wearing a seat belt. after going to the viewing this evening i have been left contemplating many things. why do such horrible things happen to such good people? Is life just a series of random occurances? or is there something more to it? death seems to do this to most people, make them contemplate that is.

On a different note, I got my season 4 Angel DVDs last week and finished watching them last night. I never realized it before but in the final episode Angel actually kills Connor in order to give him a different life.

Thursday, September 09, 2004

RAWR!

well, nothing insanely exciting going on. about the most exciting thing that happened in the last 2 days is that we had french dips for dinner tonight and they were yummy. oh and someone who stumbled across my blog by accident that happens to live in the same area as me has contacted me. still alone, still without hope, still not ready to give up hope.

Wednesday, September 08, 2004

maybe in an alternate dimension

yesterday and the day before i was all depressed and now i seem to be doing alright. what the hell is going on with me? weird stuff. anyhow, i took matt back up to ogden yesterday and stayed the night at his dorm. we went over to cierra's house and just talked for a couple hours then matt and i went for some food and i took off back down here at around 7:30. the crappy thing is that i left my blanket and all of my pillows at matt's place so now i have to sleep with something that i'm not used to.... oh well.
life sure is strange right now. i thought that i'd never want to move out of my parents house but now that i've been up to ogden and spent time with matt and cierra i really wish that i could go up there for school. problem is i don't have the money to pay for school and housing. i guess i'll just have to work down here for awhile and save up some cash in order to pay for some schooling. I just really want to be up there so that I can hang out with matt and cierra more often. ugh, i don't know what i'm going to do with myself once we move into st. george. i'll have to get a job and i'll have no free time, not that i do anything important with my free time now. i wish i could meet someone soon, being alone is driving me insane, and the person that i like would never like me back. it really wouldn't work between us anyway. maybe in an alternate dimension.

Sunday, September 05, 2004

like shit

well this is just great, now not only do i feel like shit about myself, but i think i'm getting sick so i just feel like shit all together. life is just grand.

Why Am I Me?

sometimes I can't help but wonder why I am the way I am. why am I depressed? why am I a loner? why do I get depressed when I'm with my friends? why are my friends my friends? everyone is so much better than me at everything, why am I here? I have no talents. I used to think that I was an artistic person because I liked to sing. now I realize that I'm not artistic at all, I can only sing other people's words and never my own. why do I have these dreams of the same person every night? someone I hardly know. why am I me?

feeling bad for me

so now i really feel bad about myself. matt has a girl that likes him, jared (matt's little brother) has a girl that likes him. everyone has someone except for me. i feel like i must be disgusting or something because it seems like nobody even looks at me anymore. yeah, i pretty much hate myself today. i did have some fun though. we (matt and i) went over to katie's (matt's girl) house and sat there for a few hours. then we went to matt's house and ate food. then we went and picked up katie and her sister and cousin and took jared with us to fiesta fun center. we played mini golf and rode the go-cart thingies, it was pretty cool. afterwards we went to wendy's and got food and then went to the park and ate the food, and screwed around at the park for about 2 hours and 1/2. then we came home. anyhow, i feel like shit about myself and i'm done talking. i guess it's good that i sort of like someone right now, the sad part is that i hardly even know her anymore, and i have absolutely no chance whatsoever with her because she is way too good for me. ok, i guess i wasn't done talking....typing when i said i was, but now i am. badnight, oh noes.

Saturday, September 04, 2004

Ogden and Back

well today was an interesting day. matt called me and i drove up to ogden to get him and bring him down for labour day weekend. I was going to stay the night up there but we just decided to drive back down, so I just got home about 15 minutes ago. This little trip puts the kaibosh on the september 17th trip. anyhow, that's all for now.

Friday, September 03, 2004

Gmail

well, i got a gmail account, now i just have to wait for them to give pop or imap access to the accounts. then i can use thunderbird with it and i might actually switch to gmail. i'm not sure why i want gmail, i store all of my mail on my computer anyway, so the 1GB of storage doesn't really help me any. in other news, i'm really bored, all the time. i really need a girlfriend, which poses a problem. it is impossible to meet anyone when you don't leave the house. maybe i'll get one of those mail order brides from russia or something......no, not a good idea, i don't speak russian, or any other foreign language for that matter. oh well, i guess i'll just have to be alone more.

Tuesday, August 31, 2004

Moving Stuff - AGAIN!!!

well today i was lucky enough to get to move all of my grandparents furniture out of their house. most of it went up to a storage shed but some of it came to our house, and now we're all living in this house, a 3 bedroom house with 6 people. it's insanely crowded around here.

on a side note, i want a gmail account just so i can be like everyone else! even though i probably wouldn't use it.

Monday, August 30, 2004

Moving Furniture

Ugh, today I had to move my parents huge bed into the basement, and tomorrow I have to move my grandparents bed and furniture over into our house. It's very exhausting and my knees are killing me. I can't wait until this is all over with. On the bright side of things, I played FFXI for 5 hours last night and gained 2 levels. not that any of you really care about that. I need to go up to weber and visit matt and cierra to get away from the family. I'm hoping I'll get to go up within the next couple of weeks, before we move into the new house anyway.

Sunday, August 29, 2004

myspace profile

stupid myspace made it so that the CSS in profiles has to use the names of colors instead of #AAA for example. so my profile got all messed up and i had to just set it back to the default. grrr, myspace has been making me angry lately.

Thursday, August 26, 2004

End Of An Era

Today is the end of an era for me, my best friend matt will be leaving for college tomorrow morning. Everything is changing so quickly, and I'm just staying the same. It's as though time is passing and I'm standing still. Things are just getting too weird for me, and this doesn't help any. I can't stop thinking about the past, and now one of the last people from my past is leaving. I just wish I could redo my teenage years, things would be much different.

Wednesday, August 25, 2004

The Past

So i've been sitting here all day thinking about the past and the different choices i could have and should have made, while playing mario golf advance tour and tetris of course. I dunno, for some reason I can seem to get it off of my mind and it's driving me insane. Just thinking about the possibilites of what might have happened had I made even one different choice just blows my mind. Anyhow that's all for now, time to go back to tetris and mario golf.

Good Stuff

well, i went golfing this morning. didn't shoot a good round but it was fun nonetheless. The coolest thing happened today, I got to see my awesome friend Cierra, and we got to talk for the first time in over 2 years. It was super cool, we just sat and talked for about an hour. anyhow, i think i'll go back to watching seinfeld episodes and stop thinking so much about the past and how things could've been different if i had made some different choices, or made choices that i didn't end up making.

Sunday, August 22, 2004

Alien Vs. Predator

well, matt and i went to see this movie today, it was interesting. not as good as any of the alien movies, except maybe ressurection. anyhow, i would recommend it for sci-fi/horror fans.