Going Through The Motions

Every day feels like dying. I can't get away from this pain. Is a lie still a lie if you believe what you're saying is true? I lied to you, when I said I didn't. But I didn't know I was lying. The fact of the matter is, I do. It hurts me more than even I can believe, you have no idea. I know that you don't even think about me, you have no reason to. I'm sure you are feeling better now that I'm gone. I feel like I might as well be dead. Without you, nothing seems to matter anymore. I'm just going through the motions, I don't think anyone can tell.