Thursday, November 25, 2004


well, thanksgiving has been a very hectic day. this has been a hectic week for that matter. two of my sisters, my brother, my sister kelli's boyfriend, my sister heather's husband, two nephews and one niece are all staying here for about three days. i ate a lot of food today and it tasted mighty good.

on a different, and very tiring subject. i'm starting to believe that the main reason i haven't had a girlfriend for over 3 years is because i'm afraid to like anyone. every time i start to think that i like someone i somehow manage to scare myself away. i started to have a panic attack last night just at the thought of liking someone. anyhow, enough of my pointless ramblings. i'm sure anyone reading this has more important thinks you could be doing, so go back to doing those more important things.

Monday, November 22, 2004

Long Drive

well then, on tuesday i will be driving up to ogden so that i can bring matt down to his family for thanksgiving. it's about 5.5 hour drive from here so i'm not really looking forward to that, i am however looking forward to seeing matt for the first time since mid september. another good thing is that cierra is comming down for thanksgiving so i'll get to see her hopefully. i think the worst thing about the drive will be the trip back home, seeing as we have to stop in murray to pick up my sister, her husband, and my nephew to bring them down for thanksgiving. so it will be a long trip. normally i only have to stop about 2 times (unless matt has to pee a lot), but this time i will have to stop more often probably because of the other people. perhaps my sister will drive part of the way so that i can just sleep for a bit.....ahhh sleeping on a long car drive, it's been awile since i've been able to do that.

on the subject of education, i just finished re-learning division last night. so i'm going to the learning center for a few hours today so that i can get a couple more books and work on them over the thanksgiving break.

Friday, November 12, 2004


well, it turns out that it's going to be just as easy to get my HS Diploma as it would be to get my GED so i'll probably go for the Diploma. if i can get it in time to start classes in january that is. anywho, all i really have to do is re-learn some basic math and pre-algebra stuff. once that's done i'm golden. my language and understanding skills are fine and i know my science and history for the most part. so i guess we'll see what happens.

Monday, November 08, 2004

Four Years And Running

well, today marks the 4 year anniversary of the last time I kissed a girl, pretty sad eh? whats even sadder is the fact that I know the exact date of the last time i kissed a girl :P

on a brighter note, my grandma is going to help me pay for my college so that I won't have to get a full time job and can just keep doing part time for the dixie center. so I'll be taking the GED and SAT soon so that I can start in january. anyhow, that's about all for now.