Dark Room

I feel like I am locked inside a dark room and I can't find the door to get out. Even if I could find the door I wouldn't be able to leave because it is locked. The scary thing is that I don't think I'll ever make it out of my dark room. My family ignores it, they know, but they never talk about it because it makes them uncomfortable knowing. I'll never make it our because I won't try, I can't try anymore. So I'll live out the rest of my existence in this room, never seeing anything but the blackness.