Someone To Love

So apparently my Mom is thinking about hiring someone to take my place in the business. I would take over all of the book keeping stuff and still help with the bigger stores. I guess that would be okay, but I would have to find something else to occupy my time. Maybe I could take a couple of classes at a college or something. I really don't know at this point what I want to do, I wish I did, but I just don't. I'd like to believe that eventually I will find my purpose in life, it's just hard to see that happening when I have no idea what I want. All I've ever seen in my ideal future is having a family, I've never thought about what I would have to do to make that happen. I just hope that some day I will be able to do what it takes for someone to love me.