Thursday, June 09, 2005
I love when people that I know start acting completely different than they used to. I guess that's why I don't have a lot of friends. I don't change, I watch everyone around me grow and gain knowledge. I however am seemingly frozen in time, never to grow up, never to become responsible. Someday I will do something different, and the world will cease to exist because I actually changed. I am hardly narcissistic, I think of others more than myself the majority of the time. I am defintely not conceited, I do not love myself excessivly. I wish someone would see me. People look and they see right through me. I listen, I hear their calls for attention. I watch them hopelessly drawing the spotlight. There are those who would say that it is my own fault that I am the way I am. This is not necessarily true, I am the product of my environment. I am what you make me. Constantly effected by your thoughts of me. Yes somehow I never seem to change.
Wednesday, June 01, 2005
I've been going to lots of shows lately and have seen some great bands, I've also seen some not so great bands. I just got back from a show, left early because some people who shall remain nameless were being assholes. I just love when people make fun of me for liking a certain band. I've got news for you, just because you don't like a band doesn't mean that they aren't good. I don't like U2 but they are a great band and I have respect for them. The sad part is that it this was comming from people that I considered friends. Anyway, I will try not to dwell on it but it's not likely. Oh and I'm going to see Star Wars Episode III Revenge of the Sith again tomorrow. The new theater over in Hurricane has an awesome new sound system that only 4 or 5 other theaters in the country have so I figured I would go check it out. So yeah, that's it, nobody cares and nobody reads this but I still write.